I’m sorry. I haven’t been here for a few months. I didn’t expect to be in hospital. Since July. I have been admitted to the hospital 6 times. I was scared and had to modify my lifestyle. I had extremely high blood I’m only 28 years old. I should not spend most my time in hospital. I decide to put my two weeks at my current job. I’m needing a break and recover. I always love blogging. I have been talking to my friend. I will call him “Oppa” which my elder brother in Korean. Oppa been helping me heal from the inside I generally tell him everything that’s troubling me. After having Oppa in my life. I started to look at the world differently. He didn’t change me. I learn a lot about myself these past few months. It’s funny. I embark on this blog because my ex- boyfriend inspired me to write again. He currently resides in Japan. He most likely traveling and feeding.